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Everything Hits At Once

by St. Digue

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1.
Doomsday 04:17
There is no escape Everything's on fire Every mistake Becomes wood for the funeral pyre Everyday is doomsday Death hangs in the air There is no light All I see is despair Call it 20/20 sight Abandon all hope Got nothing to lose My hands are tied Now watch me hang from my noose Every day is doomsday The world comes crashing down I can't look away It’s too late Time has stopped Everyday is doomsday I’m not afraid anymore Just leave me on the floor Every day is doomsday The world comes crashing down I can't look away It’s too late Time has stopped Everyday is doomsday
2.
Capital 05:38
Wake up Forget about your dreams Stand up And play for the team Don't you cry If you want to be professional You're on your own We're all here to gain some capital Wipe your tears You don't have any wounds Not while you're here They'll fade away on the way to your tomb The Ideal Dead, cold, mechanical No time to heal We're all here to gain some capital Don't you cry If you want to be professional You're on your own We're all here to gain some capital Powerless Without agency You’re nothing In the land of the free Cover your soul If you want to be fashionable You're on your own We're all here to gain some capital Don't you cry If you want to be professional You're on your own We're all here to gain some capital All my agency has been denied I don't care anymore I'm dead inside Don't you cry If you want to be professional You're on your own We're all here to gain some capital
3.
Belong Here 03:39
I’ve been told you’re a mirror But I’m nowhere to be seen It’s getting clearer The ends justify the means I only see the distance Between me and you To belong here I gotta be like you You belong here I wanna feel that too To belong here I gotta be like you I’ve been told you’re a mirror But I’m nowhere to be seen It’s getting clearer The ends justify the means I only see the distance Between me and you To belong here I gotta be like you You belong here I wanna feel that too To belong here I gotta be like you I stay in your shadow For as long as I can Until I vanish That’s part of the plan Isolated From all my peers Should I stay here Or just disappear You belong here I wanna feel that too To belong here I gotta be like you
4.
New Day 05:27
I lie in bed confined by desolation Restrained by the weight of everything Awake at night, afraid to fall asleep I don’t wanna wake up to see what tomorrow brings I know the morning light will only lead me astray I don’t wanna wake up to face a new day I'm in my thoughts, there is no easy way out They turn and turn and turn from one extreme to another My thoughts are loud, deafening cacophony It goes on and on and on I can't escape, I can't run for cover I know the morning light will only lead me astray I don’t wanna wake up to face a new day I lie in bed confined by desolation Restrained by the weight of everything Awake at night, afraid to fall asleep I don’t wanna wake up to see what tomorrow brings I know the morning light will only lead me astray I don’t wanna wake up to face a new day
5.
My body is a prison My feelings are untrue A ray of sunlight ought to fix me If only I knew When someone reaches out I should just hang up Who needs consolation? When you can just man up Pull myself up by the bootstraps Bang my chest until I collapse Strong people don’t cry for help I'm running out of time So I guess I'll just keep on marching through Until I forget Why I'm down Until I forget What brought me down here in the first place I stand tall When I refuse to unveil I’ve done it many times before But to no avail When someone reaches out I should just hang up Who needs consolation When you can just man up? Why bother with connection When you can just man up? Pull myself up by the bootstraps Bang my chest until I collapse Strong people don’t cry for help I'm running out of time So I guess I'll just keep on marching through Until I forget Why I'm down Until I forget What brought me down here in the first place Why bother with connection When you can just man up? Pull myself up by the bootstraps Bang my chest until I collapse Strong people don’t cry for help I'm running out of time So I guess I'll just keep on marching through Until I forget Why I'm down Until I forget What brought me down here in the first place
6.
Leaving 05:52
Don't make me stay I know that soon you will be leaving I know where we’re heading Before I even know your name You wish I could keep up But I promise I will stay the same The fire is out by now We become estranged Leave me while you can I guess some people never change If you embrace me We'll both sink to the bottom and drown Don’t get too close Cause I will only let you down Promise me you'll walk away Before I'm begging you to stay Shut the door so that I’m sure I’ll never let you down again Reassure me all you want I won’t believe a word you say I’ve been wrong before So I push you away instead They say that love is patience I find that hard to believe Why should I let you in When I know that you’re just gonna leave Promise me you'll walk away Before I'm begging you to stay Shut the door so that I’m sure I’ll never let you down again Don't make me stay I know that soon you’ll be leaving
7.
Pool of tears On the concrete Gasping for air And nowhere to retreat No longer filled with doubt A failure on all fronts And when the drugs wear out Everything hits at once Panic strikes Crippled with fear My only wish Is to disappear The drugs in my bloodstream Are wearing thin The anguish returns As a new day begins My lungs are caving in As every memory flashes by I know that deep within The pieces fit side by side No longer filled with doubt A failure on all fronts And when the drugs wear out Everything hits at once Conquered by a tidal wave Of everything that’s ever haunted me I lie here decaying in the ruin & debris There’s nothing left to save My lungs are caving in As every memory flashes by I know that deep within The pieces fit side by side No longer filled with doubt A failure on all fronts And when the drugs wear out Everything hits at once

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All music written, performed, mixed & mastered by
St. Digue (Kasper Deichmann)

Cover photo by Miglė Černevičiūtė / DARKROOM

Big thanks to Totvm/Christoffer Bagge, Totentanz, Sunken, Darkest Entries, Klub Æter, Lisa Løebekken

Available on Tape via Totentanz

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released October 8, 2021

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